Supposed to be working on some stuff, but…

If you have read this blog for any amount of time (that’s like two of you I’m talking to), then you know I am bad about updating on a regular basis. It’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I either ‘feel’ like writing or I don’t. But, hold onto your jimmy hat when I do feel like writing, because I will write like 10 posts in one sitting. This usually occurs when I am supposed to be working on other stuff. Usually important stuff. I’m thinking the pressure of needing to get something important done just opens up the writing portion of my brain.

I’ve always wanted to write a book. I have notes for several. However, because I only write intermittently I fear it would take me 30 years to finish it and by then I’d been an old lady and would never be able to enjoy the super success I would inevitably have. But, then again, actually forcing myself to write a book would put pressure on me, which makes me want to write. I think it might cancel it self out though. I’m fucked.

Unrelated: I sounds like someone is walking on my roof right now and it is nearly 3am. That’s creepy, right? I am not crazy in thinking that I should be anxious about that, right? Or it could just be windy. I’m totally going to think it is wind and go grab a butcher knife, just in case I’m wrong. Eww!